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Saturday, April 18, 2015

Thursday, April 16.


It’s 6:30 am in the rainforest. I’ve gotten up, packed, organized my pics for upload, charged all my devices, straightened my room, and am waiting for breakfast, which starts at 7, but where I don’t have to be until 7:30 (we leave at 8:30). Although I wasn’t overly enthusiastic about coming here, this has been an AWESOME trip!  The rainforest and the conservation efforts are great, but the peace and serenity afforded by no phone, internet, tv, or roads – basically no contact with outside civilization – that has been priceless. Bug spray is at a premium, but aside from that, I think if I spent a month here I could probably forget about the “civilized” world altogether.  It’s a completely different vibe here, and the Spirit runs really high.

I don’t see any churches, though.  I had fantasies of a CME mission on Tortuguero, and having a group of young people come every year to do things like build houses, lay wiring for internet, etc – and then I remembered that the goal of this place, at least, is to intentionally AVOID all that.

Something happens when we humans converge on a place.  It seems we are unable to appreciate God’s gift to us, wheher that’s in the natural or the spiritual.  We always have to put our own stamp on it, suiting it for our purposes, rather than conforming ourselves to that which God has given us  The former’s not working so well for me these days; may be time to get very serious about the latter.  

But right now I’mma take a shower and get my luggage to the main building before there’s another downpour.  We’ve been quite fortunate during our stay here – me especially, since I don’t know where my umbrella is and didn’t bring a poncho – there’ve been a couple of sprinklings while we were on the boat, and a couple of showers, none lasting more than 5 minutes, while we were poolside  There was a big downpour yesterday right after I got off the beach; it lasted maybe 10-15 minutes.  But this morning maybe from about 1 to 4 am, there was TORRENTIAL downpour!! I didn’t bother to  get up to look at it, but it came hard ad fast.  The rooms here don’t really have windows – there’s just screens up covered by curtains with panels in them.  This is because there’s no a/c, only a fan to circulate air.  And quite franly, that’s enough.  With all the greenery things are relatively cool, but with rain like this, it’s quite damp.  It feels like the clothes I wore yesterday all weigh a few extra pounds, and they don’t seem to have dried off.  I had some crackers that I threw out because they’re damp.  The humidity is oppressive at times.  The blessing is that the weather changes frequently and significantly – it’s damp and humid now after the rains – the sun could come out and dry everything out soon.  Although now I understand why all the sidewalks and verandas are raised – the lawns are sunken, so that when the rains come, the water can run off the sidewalks and into the lawns.

The “m” key sticks on this laptop.  Annoying  I’m off to get ready.  Next post will likely be written possibly from Guapiles but more likely from SJ.  The howler monkeys are out…

Oh.  Don’t know if I said this yesterday, though I have voiced the sentiment many times.  It’s really annoying to me when I go to countries where people expect, demand, beg for tips.  It occurs for me as both rude and greedy.  A tip, after all, should be discretionary and should not be expected.  Having said that, I am aware that some people only survive because of tips (And I’m talking people in NYC).  That conversation got a completely new perspective yesterday as I sat with my camera around my neck and realized that camera likely costs more than some of these people’s homes.  Why wouldn’t I share some of what I’ve received?

The breakfast bell has sounded.  Let me get showered and fed.

9:39 am – So breakfast was great:  eggs, gallo pinto, pancakes, salchicha, fruit, bread, and coffee.  We settled up our accounts and came on a nice boat ride to La Pavona, the place (not almendreja as I said before) where you change from your boat to your bus and vice/versa.  Because of last night’s rain, the water was about 2 meters higher than normal; combine that with the fact that it was lower than normal when we came in, and our boat ride out was only about an hour, compared with the 90 minute ride in.  So we are sitting here waiting for another 45 minutes or so for the van to come.  The rest of the group will go to Guapiles to rent cars:  the young couple and the older couple who met while working on a cruise ship along with their 10-year old son Alexandre, will rent cars and go to the same hotel in front of Arenal.  Francois (who works for a French company that makes bumpers for GM and BMW and has plants in Henderson, NC and somewhere in SC and is starting one in Chattanooga), his wife, and their two teenaged kids (male and female, aged 17 ½ and 14) will rent a car and go on to Turrialba and then to Arenal.  Me?  I’m going to SJ and then back to NYC.  It’s been a great time, though!!

Kenneth, our guide, has been great.  I’m still on this “rainforest as place of spiritual renewal” trip.  As we rode out this morning and I looked all around, where I’m sure some of the saints would see bugs and yukky trees and whatever, I kept hearing “Majesty.  Worship His Majesty…”  And that’s ok.  Everybody doesn’t have to sit up in church all the time.  There’s something to be said for going into all the world and sharing the Love everywhere you go.  I guess that’s mission work, kinda – I’ve spent enough time doing service work that I’m not in favor of just going somewhere and trying to “help” people.  What I think is helpful to you may be very different from what you consider helpful to you; for my help to be meaningful, I need to give you something you want and can use.  Which, I think, I why building relationships is important.  I can preach as effective a message through my interactions with strangers as I can from a pulpit.

Jesus doesn’t have to be oppressive or cloying or overbearing and certainly not self-righteous.  The physical world has beauty and blessings and gifts and rewards for us; we can accept the or not; we can use them wisely or not; we can protect them or not; and we can maintain/sustain them or not.  There are rules that govern how we move safely and productively in this physical or natural, world.  The same is true in the spiritual world:  our Creator has endowed us with beauty and blessings and gifts and rewards and the choice to accept, use, protect, maintain and sustain them – or not.  There are laws that govern how we move safely and productively in this spiritual realm.  Many people spend time obsessing over the laws; I think that once one has grasped the concept, one is then faced with the task, not so much of discussing or parsing or adhering to the law, but of governing oneself by the Spirit of that law, and THEN walking in one’s gifts to be, do, and embrace all our Creator has allowed.  Which, of course, is beyond our wildest dreams.  We get so caught up along the way that we always end up limiting what is available.

If you’re reading this you probably think my mind is wandering yet again.   It’s not.  I’m sorta overwhelmed with what an incredible life I have, with how many opportunities I’ve been given, and I’ excited to contemplate the next step of my journey, but I am SOO not wandering.  My heart, mind, and spirit are re-focusing.  It seems that, with all the distractions of “modern” life, it’s easy to lose focus, to get caught up in the minutia of day to day living.  Getting away from it all is allowing me to re-focus.  I pray I can maintain it.

But now there are birds chirping and people milling around.  More later.
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